My parents are driving me to madness. They are driving me BACK to madness. I don't think he knows what harm he is doing to me.

It's like I can't talk to him about ANYTHING in my life or about my pain because somehow he just would use that information to rebuke me about some unrelated matter in the future. It's driving me FUCKING MAD and MAD(ANGRY)

Numb. Tired, really tired. They make me so angry. They really dont get it. I'm trying to get my life together, I don't need you to FUCKING keep reminding me how fucking shitty my fucking life is. They are driving me back to crazy and I don't know how much more I can take.

I cant even write now. My head's throbbing and my hands hurt from punching the wall. Too busy wiping fucking snot away and drying them stupid tears.