Sunday, July 11, 2004

Was reading the Newpaper and the terror and harsh reality of worst case scenarios is bitting into me, hard. Hollywood is nothing but a dream when fresh in pursuit, nightmarish when stale and bittersweet when achieved. But we are all just suckers for pain, arent we.

the price of the wanting to be respected.
Came to this Course to escape all the irritating academic categorizing but apparently one really cannot escape from it, at all. A system of how much respect and how capable one is by the grades one gets. judging one's intellectual status through As, Bs and Cs.

What is smartness?! What about the people who fall through the cracks? IS showing people the best of their 'kind' as a way of making them feel insignificant and not good enough a terrific form of encourgement?!

this is but one system, one method. one way of defining the best of a certain field. Yet it is assumed as form of designating the ultimate homo sapien