i dunno wat to say to u
guess it's the same for u

i expected u to stay strong
but i forgot that ur're a different person from me.

the topic we talked
the deed u did

the theory u tested
the concept i cannot accept anymore

do u wan me to say i miss u?
was it a game?
or was it part of my brain?

where are u now
are u happy now?

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the doctor has me talking about u now.
u said u cant express, cant find the words.
but i could.
so,
i wonder how helpless u felt.

i still use 'is' instead of 'was'
'likes' instead of 'liked'

now all of us are graduating
now would proby be the time i would have decided to pluck up the courage.