i know that u are gone now and u will nv come back or reply ever again.
just to tell u that i'm very angry at u. i'm fucking pissed. y? cos i rather not be sad. but how can i not be sad? i'm sad yet happy for u. and i'm fucking mad at u. why the fuck did u do that? ok, if's our fault, yell at us! go crazy at us! go insane! i waved to u that day didnt i?! i didnt ignore u did i?! wat was going on in ur brain?! i know u were sad, i know u cant explain but WHO GAVE YOU THE PERMISSION TO GIVE UP?! who fucking gave u the fucking permission to give up? ok, fine. give up. but y the fuck did u choose a way so painful? cant u just eat pills?! ok, fine. i hope u are happy now with ur dad. is that the 'full blown' depression that cos u to do that? is it the ammculmation of events and emotions too? u silly little girl. what were u thinking. but i guess it's my fault too. did u know that i kept the emails u sent me? the enverlope that u written 'sleep well huh :D Vicki' at the hospital? did u know that i dream and wanted to go up to u and shake u to bits and scream at u ask u wat's wrong! not just wat's wrong, but what's going on, how are you? but i'm afraid. that day u walked beside me after IS i tried to talk to u but made me feel adward. SO IT"S UR FAULT! I WONT FEEL GULITY OVER THIS ! I HOPE UR'RE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U STUIPD GIRL. I HATE U FOR COMING TO KNOW ME! I HATE U FOR GOING SO PAINFULLY. I HATE U FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO GET OVER IT. I HATE HATE HATE HATE YOU!!!
just to tell u that i'm very angry at u. i'm fucking pissed. y? cos i rather not be sad. but how can i not be sad? i'm sad yet happy for u. and i'm fucking mad at u. why the fuck did u do that? ok, if's our fault, yell at us! go crazy at us! go insane! i waved to u that day didnt i?! i didnt ignore u did i?! wat was going on in ur brain?! i know u were sad, i know u cant explain but WHO GAVE YOU THE PERMISSION TO GIVE UP?! who fucking gave u the fucking permission to give up? ok, fine. give up. but y the fuck did u choose a way so painful? cant u just eat pills?! ok, fine. i hope u are happy now with ur dad. is that the 'full blown' depression that cos u to do that? is it the ammculmation of events and emotions too? u silly little girl. what were u thinking. but i guess it's my fault too. did u know that i kept the emails u sent me? the enverlope that u written 'sleep well huh :D Vicki' at the hospital? did u know that i dream and wanted to go up to u and shake u to bits and scream at u ask u wat's wrong! not just wat's wrong, but what's going on, how are you? but i'm afraid. that day u walked beside me after IS i tried to talk to u but made me feel adward. SO IT"S UR FAULT! I WONT FEEL GULITY OVER THIS ! I HOPE UR'RE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U STUIPD GIRL. I HATE U FOR COMING TO KNOW ME! I HATE U FOR GOING SO PAINFULLY. I HATE U FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO GET OVER IT. I HATE HATE HATE HATE YOU!!!
