24 Jan 2006
Went to see her today, wasnt sure what to do. The mind seeks comfort in rituals while the brain rationalizes too much. Impact. Only word i can think of when i think about her.
She turns 23 this year. i think. i cant remember anymore. Frighteningly, life does go on and little things which one takes the effort to remember before, starts to fade. Aghast-ed at the fact, yet more aghast-ed of the callous little voice that says 'it's ok, you need to move on' and me listening to it.
Why were You so sad?
Why are you so sad? becos of her? becos of this sad sad SAD thing happening to you?
Being unusually self aware is a bad bad bad thing.
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I'm sorry i was a jerk to you.
Went to see her today, wasnt sure what to do. The mind seeks comfort in rituals while the brain rationalizes too much. Impact. Only word i can think of when i think about her.
She turns 23 this year. i think. i cant remember anymore. Frighteningly, life does go on and little things which one takes the effort to remember before, starts to fade. Aghast-ed at the fact, yet more aghast-ed of the callous little voice that says 'it's ok, you need to move on' and me listening to it.
Why were You so sad?
Why are you so sad? becos of her? becos of this sad sad SAD thing happening to you?
Being unusually self aware is a bad bad bad thing.
---
I'm sorry i was a jerk to you.
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