I ended sessions with my psychologist yesterday. it wasnt expected yet it was. maybe it was just too abrupt. Wonder whether it was the correct thing to do becos i still am not ok. i feel lost without the sessions. yet, i know they have to end one day and the usual attitude is 'nip them in the bud.'i'm a fucking walking contradiction to the fucking tee. it's not just the deaths, its my whole mind bugging me. this thoughts and these aruguments inside my mind. even the question of my sanity needs a battlefield worthy fight. I am normal. Right?