If u dun say, no one will care. the best way to see if ppl care or to see who are the ppl who really matters are the ones who need no telling to know something's wrong.

this is the closest i get to d-i-s-a-p-p-e-a-r.

but wat pisses me off most is tat ppl only contact me to talk about sch stuff. God damn it i'm fucking sick! even if u dun care then just leave me the FUCKING alone! instead of bothering me with work and stuff. asking me to do this do tat, go here got there, shoot here shoot there last min some more. and S! friends. HA. no such thing. only complain to me about HER stuff and HER problems and when i mentioned tat i'm on mc she just go ' y u always on mc one'. and then it's ALL ABOUT HER again. like come on. u are not the only one with problems. and u only think tat UR problems are the WORST. comparision wise, i'm much off worst and all i can do is to eat it all in.

I'm so sick of being the punching bag, the bullied one, the suffer in silence 'friend'. 'oh we were just JOKING. oh y u so SERIOUS'. come on. FUCK U ALL. i'm done with this.